hehehhe its over, and he made me do it

Andi: hi
Michael: hi hun
Andi: how are you?
Michael: is everything ok
Andi: why?
Michael: alright stressed out
Michael: missing you
Andi: it happens
Michael: i love you
Andi: love you too
Michael: i just thought something was wrong cause you never tryed to conntact
Michael: me
Andi: how could I
Michael: true
Andi: you told me you'd call the friday after I got back from MO, and never did
Michael: im sorry im just goin through hell here
Michael: i coundnt the drug me to the feild
Michael: i love you hun
Andi: love you too
Michael: 20 more days
Andi: yup
Michael: are you ok baby
Andi: yup
Andi: tired, pissed off
Michael: pissed ofd at what
Andi: lots of things
Michael: me?
Andi: we'll talk about it when your home
Michael: hun tell me know please
Andi: no mike
Michael: honey please tell me
Andi: not now
Michael: ive been goin nuts not being able to talk to you
Andi: I'm sorry
Michael: you seem so distant
Michael: what did i do
Andi: if you want to talk about this now, I refuse to feel bad about it. I would prefer we wait until you are home
Michael: are you breaking up with me/
Andi: can this please wait
Michael: no because i got a job offer but i dont want to not be with you
Michael: hun please tell me
Andi: please wait Mike
Andi: this isnt how I do things
Michael: andi are you leaving me
Michael: please tell me
Michael: cause i wont come back to michigan if you are
Andi: Mike don't make me do this this way
Michael: damn it just tell me
Michael: what i did
Andi: you lied to me Mike, a lot
Andi: and worse than that the lies were so HORRIBLY unbelievable as to completely insult my intelligence
Andi: Im not stupid. And I dont put up with shit like that
Michael: fine im sorry for all the pain i caused you and you will never hear from me again
Michael: i will never bother you again
Michael: i wont even come back to michigan
Michael: ill find work somewhere
Michael: say something
Andi: like what mike its done
Michael: fine tell mike and bonnie thank you for me
Andi: I havent spoken to them since last time you were here
Michael: im not comeing back ill die in a gutter before i have to come home and face all this pain
Andi: dont think your going to make me whine and forget the bullshit
Michael: itsw my fault i know
Michael: fuck it
Michael: i let the best thing in my life go
Michael: i didnt deserve you anyways
Michael: im sorry andi
Michael: i will always love you
Andi: Did you think I wouldnt figure it out mike?
Andi: Whats worse is I gave you a FUCKING CHANCE to come clean
Andi: I TOLD you what I knew, and if you'd just been honest with me then I would have dropped it
Andi: but you covered it with more lies
Michael: well i guess i will never have a chance at getting you back
Michael: i did im sorry
Andi: no, you wont
Michael: i cant take it back
Michael: and i want you to tell my dad and mom that i love them
Michael: cause im not coming home
Andi: you tell them Mike, this is your choice
Michael: i dont want to let them down again and come home
Michael: im going to arkansas if you ever want to find me
Andi: thats your choice too
Michael: but i doubt you will
Michael: it is and its best for everyone
Michael: im sorry im going to leave you alone now
Andi: okies, bbye
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