Fear

I tried to call Mike at 9:30, and his roommate told me he was gone for the night, and probably into the morning as well... I'm sure I've got no reason for it, but that scares the hell out of me (thank you, Tim, for my horrible tendency towards suspicion)... aside from that there was good news tonight at the bar. M. decided he wasn't going to go to hoedown, leaving a backstage pass for Tracy Byrd available... so Reggie asked me if I wanted to go... Tracy is my favorite, hell yeah I want to go. So Im leaving tomorrows soft ball game early and heading to Detroit with Reggie. I get to meet Tracy Byrd... hehehehehhehehehe this is what a happy Andi looks like... or would be if it weren't for the worrying over Mike thing. I don't know if it's just that he has duty that is for some reason an overnight thing, or what.. maybe he's just pissed that I didn't call him back last night, I don't know. I do know that it's scaring the hell out of me... I love him, but I can't seem to get over my fears, especially when he is in Oklahoma and Im here... how would I ever know? It's driving me nuts, so I think I should just go to bed. yup, that's what Im gonna do.